Yearning, Bread, and Presence

Whenever we are exploring the spiritual possibilities of our yearnings, a visit to the gospel of John, chapter six, verses 1-21, can help.

In biblical Greek, the word for "to yearn" or "to desire" or "to want" is "ethelon," and it appears twice in John 6:1-21.

In verse 11, a crowd of hungry people gathered around Jesus receives an abundance of bread, "as much as they wanted."

As much as they wanted!

In verse 21, frightened disciples rowing a boat at night on the stormy sea hear the voice of Jesus saying "It is I, do not be afraid," and then what? They yearned. They desired. They wanted!

"They wanted to take Jesus into the boat and immediately the boat reached the land toward which they were going."

Mystical. Breathtaking. Passionate. Beautiful. A portal to traverse. A way to be in the world.

Most commentators do not comment on John 6:21. Maybe it seems inconsequential. Maybe it feels hard to fathom. Yet for me, this one verse leads everywhere. I cannot yet say how.

This morning, though, I found a friendly echo from a poet named John Keble, writing in 1827:

Thou framer of the light and dark,
Steer through the tempest Thine own ark;
Amid the howling wintry sea,
We are in port if we have Thee.